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Eulogy For My 20s: Death of Irresponsibility

by Jeremy Sigel

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1.
Denial (Save Some Face) 02:27
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Dont know what's happening Now I feel everything My limbs are tingling but it's no longer for exciting reasons It's only temp'rary This isn't how I'd be or how I thought I'd think But I had really hectic week Chorus: So save some face! And by Gods grace I'll be the one to defy all the odds. It's not my fate We'll all feel great We'll never live for marriage, kids and jobs V2: Now I've got everything My younger heart's been dreamin' But need to shake those thoughts In order to gain any freedom I'd still do stupid shit if I didn't think that that was it And I'm now in between Am I one who's ambitious or just plain mean
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Anger (Devolve) 02:22
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Fuck that! I'm sarcastic I'm up on all shit I'll never grow a conscience Be an adult I've got Convictions I am all man Don't need a girl to scold me World to hold me yet Verse 2: What do I do with hostility Let it control all of me Or put it towards politics And turn out just like all those dicks Chorus: Devolve! Forget about decency Devolve! Let yourself be angry Devolve! Become like your enemies Devolve! Until you see just like they see Verse 3: Is this directed right at me Because I only Stand off to the side and think Bout what I don't want to be Devolve! Forget about decency Devolve! Let yourself be angry Devolve! Become like your enemies Devolve! see just like they see Last Chorus: Devolve! Forget about decency Devolve! Let yourself be angry Devolve! Become like your enemies Devolve! see just like they see Devolve! What the fuck is maturity? Devolve! How the fuck am I 30? Devolve! Why the fuck am I raging? Devolve! I'm a cliche of aging Fuck that! I'm sarcastic I'm up on all shit I'll never grow a conscience Be an adult
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Bargaining (I Like the Nightlife But I Don't Like You) 02:30
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I'm reliable right now Promise you that won't change I was pre-tending back then Swear to god it won't be the same If you give me one more chance I'll show you how I've made way Couldn't keep up all the time Swear I'll give it up one day Plumbed the depths of this party phase and now ready for a brand new day I've got hindsight and fresh eyes hope I didn't fuck up my brain I'm a fucking rock star now Can't you see that I'm the king? It's a hollow victory When you can't feel anything Pre chorus: Stay Young Stay Cool Grow up You fool Just live Thru life The Dark And Light Chorus: I like the nightlife but I don't like you We fight and we fuck But I just can't get thru I so want to progress But I just can't change The less that I try The more things stay the same I'm a fucking rock star now Can't you see that I'm the king? It's a hollow victory When you can't feel anything Stay Young Stay Cool Grow up You fool I'm reliable right now Promise me that won't change I was pre-tending back then Swear to god it won't be the same Just live Thru life The Dark And Light Last Chorus: I like the nightlife but I don't like you We fight and we fuck But I just can't get thru Why's responsibility mean no more fun I'll subscribe to that when this life's more than one It's selfish to think that your life's just for you I'll follow that advice when I'm 32 I promise you, God, if you let this one slide I'll clean myself up once I turn 35 I like the nightlife but I don't like you Stay Young Stay Cool Grow up You fool Stay Young Stay Cool Grow up You fool
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Depression* (When It's Taken All Away) 03:05
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Just to make things perfectly clear None of this actually matters All I say from this point forth Won't make any difference The only thing that scares me more than living every day Is the fear of what comes next once it's taken all away Verse 1: How pathetic is it To have to choose to be happy Rather sit back, judge and sing Suckers're those that stand for things Heart's beating harder now Cuz my brain kicks it around Is this my reality? I'll use it to empower me Chorus What's the point of this if we dont shout it out Our lives mean much more than what this is all about If I can change myself than maybe this wont stay And I won't be the mess Thats left when its taken all away When did everything go wrong Thought I had this planned out to a Tee Master plan has been undone Of everything I was expecting Now hope has hit a wall Couldn't save me from a fall Let's Pick ourselves by the bootstraps motherfucker. Get up, give in come on and just take it all What's the point of this if we dont shout it out Our lives mean much more than what this is all about If I can change myself than maybe this wont stay And I won't be the mess Thats left when its taken all away How long will this even last? (Until you die!) Will I have to reckon with my past? (To find out why!) Would I even get it right if I went back (What's left to say) Maybe it's something that I lack (There's got to be another way) Chorus What's the point of this if we dont shout it out Our lives mean much more than what this is all about If I can change myself than maybe this wont stay Then I won't be the only mess that's left
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Acceptance (Enjoy Every Sandwich) 02:45
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I've seen amazing things Palaces and tombs of kings World's best songwriters sing And all the joy that brings Swam Adriatic Sea Oktoberfest in Germany Got Engaged in Austria Who'd thought I get that far? Verse2: Priorities shifted As my testies once did When I changed to man from kid Somehow I think that this one might stick Lived this way for far too long The hang after closing crowd Thought this'd be my life one day It's much better as an idea anyway Chorus: wake up every afternoon, enjoy every sandwich Fulfill each task and try to find the fun And stare in the loving eyes of my only and one Cuz getting here was Sisyphusian Verse 3: Now wrapped up decades past As if those times could ever last never forgot what's best Just got no need to deal w all the rest Now with my treatise done Whats the total? What's the sum? How can you find your own One Go write your own album Chorus: wake up every afternoon, enjoy every sandwich Fulfill each task and try to find the fun And stare in the loving eyes of my only and one Cuz getting here was Sisyphusian Bridge: I know that I Should start Stopping Save my best self For the weekend Chorus: wake up every afternoon, enjoy every sandwich Fulfill each task and try to find the fun And stare in the loving eyes of my only and one Cuz getting here was Sisyphusian Last Chorus: So I'll wake up every morning and enjoy every sandwich Complete each task and wallow in the fun And stare in the loving eyes of my only and one Cuz getting here felt Sisyphusian I'm done

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All songs Written and Performed by Jeremy Sigel
Backup vocals by the 1977 Ramones

*Additional backup vocals by Anna Seymour

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released April 1, 2016

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