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Transvaginal Mesh Patch (Vol. I)

by SIGE!!

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1.
I love you my darling you're all that keeps my going Your nature's so sweet it's like candy one taste would keep me And if you ever left me I don't know what would be left of me, but with you I never worry of insignificant things that bug me Of all the guys you've seen I don't know why I'm the one that stood out So take me, embrace me; don't let go just kiss me taste me I love you my darling so don't get mad at this my request I love you and you love me but I think you should get tested for STDs You're all that I think of, if I'm without you I'm without love I'd think you're an angel but angels like you don't fly low And while we're enamored the rest of the world will clamor for a piece of what we've got but that won't bother us we won't stop Bring the best out in each other when I'm with you there is no other Hell, I'd like to thank your mother for giving birth to a perfect daughter Of all your whole family you've got the looks and personality I love when we fake wrestle Your parents must be retarded, you're special It's too bad you slept around Before me you were on the ground I picked you up and dust you off But I don't want my dick to rot and fall off
2.
Each morn the day starts the struggle begins between me and myself When the fear kicks in I just keep thinking all of this has to stop One day I rejoice thinking of all the different people I've helped But now i just need to bring myself out of this unending rut Realize my mind swings like a monkey from branch to branch If i could slow down I'd realize all the qualities in myself But rather block them with every stimulant I get my hands on And wallow deep in this despair I've created all on my own So breathe deep for me Count 1, 2, 3 Go inwards with feelings and focus on just being All of life is freeing your mind from caving No moments left for saving You'll find peace soon And the world starts shining just a little different everyday And the more I try to bottle it up the more it slips away So you take what you can handle, let the rest just roll right off your back But it gets a little harder when your focus turns to things that you lack One day I hope I'll realize all past event no longer exist And it will cause me to wake up and accept life as it is After i sweep up the pieces of my soul desire's left behind Then i can grow to face this wretched existence with a clear mind And the world starts shining just a little different everyday And the more I try to bottle it up the more it slips away So you cherish what you choose no matter how it shaped your memories of past But it always harder when your mind is stuck on what you cannot get back
3.
I got a job that pays the bills so shouldn't I be happy I got here from a strong sense of will so shouldn't I be happy Got a family that loves, cares, and that would kill so shouldn't I be happy Got American Dreams pouring out my gills so shouldn't I be happy Got a tolerance that could blow off the roof so shouldn't I be happy Got a criminal record but they aint got no proof so shouldn't I be happy I've loved and lost more than can shake a stick so shouldn't I be happy There's a naked girl next to me as i write this so shouldn't I be happy All the world will fake like the population's happy Making those of us feel more like we don't belong See their smiling faces selling pills, castrate the masses Fat on American Dreams; empty, hollow, Zoloft masses (Swingers: "You wake up everyday and it hurts a little bit less and then you wake up one day and it doesn't hurt at all. It's like you almost miss the pain" - "You miss the pain??" - "Yeah because you've lived with it for so long") On a warm summer day I'll sit with notepad in the shade Thinking wonderful thoughts like how one day this will fade Are we all meant to be like suited rats run through a maze Could we all be artist and just create create create I got this suit from a Brooks Bros store now don't it make me snappy I wear it as I audit computers dont my job sound crappy My coworkers all find this important work does that make them sappy Got American Dreams pouring out my gills now shouldn't I be happy
4.
You greet me like a long lost friend Say it's been long, baby, let's pretend Now you're smooth but you once were mean You reach your prime when you turn 15 You turn me on when you're slightly cold Keep my mind young but keep my soul old You tease me darling if it's just one kiss Know I can't stop when I sip your lips Put on your glasses, get some ice my friend Tonight we pour this one to you Take out the good times and the merriment Before you've killed that all too Pass you the next day in the living room Our friendship's clouded by the fog of gloom Won't talk for hours, keep it to ourselves Our looks are chilled but we're warmed by the hell Let's go backwards, where did this begin Last night we cherished like it was the end But not we hesitate, is it all done One more drink won't hurt anyone You ruin me just as you soothe me It's how you make me burn that makes sure I return But I see through you See that you're pointless too So I abuse you So the cycle will ensue
5.
Let's lay out in the road dear And think of how we got here As cars go whizzing by we'll just catch each other's eyes And everything comes clear Let's smell a field of rose dear I'll be grateful I've got you near I won't let go your hand until you tell me I'm your man And repeat year after year I know that times I've told you that I need some time alone And seem to disrupt everything that makes our home our home It's not so simple dear It's not as if I ran You think that I'm so great, don't want you to know just how bad I really am Let's steal a car and crash it After we make off like bandits As we drive off in that cliff I know we'll remember this As the world leaves in our rear view I know that times I've told you that I just need time alone And seem that we've built on a shakey foundation that holds our home It's complicated dear Like the crisis in Iran You think I'm so docile don't want you to know just how explosive I am So we've start this journey off And we're just at the beginning We disagree but win or loss Your love and level head has gave us wings I've never let someone this close (atleast with positive outcome) And if you think that I'm the one A flaw is just a quality you've yet to love If I layed down at your grave dear I'd just smile as if you're still here Because a life that's lived with love already takes your soul above Now everything is clear
6.
Don't fret your hair-dyed head I was ironic when i smiled Just plant your checkered shoes and quip for awhile I can tell that we go deep because we hate all the same things Never reveal our true selves unless we're winking Surface existence we lead Dancing chic to chic Sing along whilst they weep Open minds with souls asleep Oh snide hipster girl Won't you let me in your world Oh metro hipster guy How'd you get those pants so tight Hey there unique masses With your unique black-rimmed glasses Can I wear your scarf until your collective coldfront passes Dont frey your studded belt I liked them before radio Saw them back about 5 years The sound bad, you could barely hear Don't these drugs just smell so great Get that nasal drip taste I've almost wrote my epic essay On which pop culture is passe
7.
Come closer little Jimmy let me tell you about the dream Of how one day you'll meet a girl, the likes of which you've never seen And all the hopes that you had conjured of the one that'd finally work Slowly play out in a way that you're sure no one will get hurt And certain moments and whole days occur where nothing could improve Like how adorable the awkwardness when you first made your move And everytime things feel familiar you just take it all in jest Nobody's perfect (includes you) so what the hell did you expect And now you've created a headspace where this probably could work So dont be a jerk Can we talk a minute James, I feel the need to unburden All these thoughts that jammed up my own head and started it hurting Those dreams that I had mentioned soared, burst, and then came crashing down And now I feel I'm left a'floating cause I've forgotten how to drown And the comfort I created evaporated into smoke Is this a joke Just don't try too hard next time The less you put in the more you'll feel fine Your sanity means more than love If you believe this than you've given up Please pay attention to me Jim I'm doing this for your own good So you don't confuse what you can with all the things that you should For fuck's sake I can't be the only one that's learned this more than once I won't ever shake these hats, especially those titled Dunce Now all those worries that surround me have tightened the noose Just cut me loose Just don't try too hard next time The less you put in the more you'll feel fine Your sanity means more than love If you believe this than you've given up
8.
FnC* 03:42
I just dip in then I bounce Shut the door before I hear her pout In control, i don't let go I get what I want and I never slow I take just what I need from this Dont talk to me, we'll never kiss I came to you for just one thing And when it's done, you know, your phone wont ring You get just as much as me You know I never quit until I please So I don't see a problem here If you don't have my number and I'm never there This is the way that works best for me No sweetness and no monogamy So fill the roll you provide for me The one who's calling for my booty I do it again with authority Got the call and now it's time for me to perform A private show, it's like a nature show but with 20 toes I get the kick i need for now Such a fucking stud I should take a bow I give no respect but get much from them You couldn't handle me fatale or femme Things were never meant to be I dont see why we still can't bump uglies So I don't see a problem here If you don't have my number and I'm never there
9.
If you weren't so vain I would compliment you If you weren't so insane I would talk to you If you weren't so horrible I would miss you and if you weren't so ugly I would kiss you Girls like you, they come and go You better cherish me before it's all over I'll thank you for leaving but I won't miss you And if you weren't so ugly I would kiss On the lips, give you my syphillis and let you taste the pain On the lips, give you my syphillis and let you go insane Things won't ever quite be the same Unprovoked kisses make you seem like you're a dame but then you're ugly again If you weren't so vain I would compliment you If you weren't so insane I would talk to you If you weren't so horrible I would miss you and if you weren't so ugly I would kiss you On the lips, give you my syphillis and let you taste the pain On the lips, give you my syphillis and let you go insane Things won't ever quite be the same Unprovoked kisses make you seem like you're a dame but then you're ugly again Maybe in time you'll be forgiven But father time has bastard children
10.
Why fear the site of the coming moon When the sun is right there in front of you Why trim the beard that hangs down from you When it's your head that you're gonna lose And you lose... So stand tall and rise up Raise a fist with me Appreciate all around you and love what you see There are those that might spite you, bring you down with me There's no use to be jaded when there's much more to see So let the 4 horsemen ride and fire rain in the sea As long as I've got sarcasm it's a site to see If the world falls away does it mean that I can't play In the ashes and ruins that made this place great And it's great So stand tall and rise up Raise a fist with me Appreciate all around you and love what you see There are those that might spite you, bring you down with me There's no use to be jaded when there's much more to see
11.
One glance, one look, one fucking kiss Is all it took to get me back to this No chance, no hope, no purpose too New friend, lost love, one more girl I've screwed Because I've never met a lady that I couldn't charm It's just I tend to lose all interest when the night gets long Wake up holding and caressing some new stranger's rack But now I'm sober, it's too late for me to take that back The next day, new light , and a different mind Fresh look, eyes dead, sorry sweets they're mine Instincts all wrong, this time I'll tough it out Interest all gone, let's see how this plays out Because the ones that pull me in always turn out wrong But I committed and was smitten now I have these thorns Stuck to my side but that's not always the one I show To my next victim and that's just how the cycle goes You met me, we flirted, you bought that nice guy act I'm just a shit whose been burned You'll help get over that I've dug a hole too deep and want to get out clean Won't break it off, let's hope you will when you see the real me I'm just a jerk that got lucky, found my true love twice It was a ruse, a dirty trick, got steamed for it like rice But now I'm done, I'm off, I'm out Just got to cut one more I'll just be myself, vulgar, vain, and jaded to the chore It's funny how these things all come full circle When you're bored of drugs and drink and find a girl to cling to You come back to what you hate Commitment, jealousy And now your life is John Cusack in High Fidelity
12.
Have you ever pondered That one day we'll cease to exist Our perception of reality and consciousness will go up in smoke Does it make you worry Like all the anxiety that it's caused me I'm so scared we're doomed to go on forever and ever again The other day I realized When an epiphany crept behind me We are meant to be happy but all of it's temporary While we sputter and spit everything just an excuse to keep our minds off of Dwelling on the sad truth that there's no end So what will become of us This whole damn thing feel like one fucking big distraction We just drift through days and days with no rhyme and no reason Our whole damn lives feel like repellants and attractions Until we realize existence is based on distraction And if I think that there's no end I admit that there's beginning Just like we're all products God made up in factory And if I know that I don't know the point I know that there's one out there And I'm too small to comprehend where it starts and how it ends I'll read the bible, I'll read Koran Just tell me how it's gonna end I'll be real good, i can pretend Just tell me how it's gonna end I'll praise your name and bring a friend Just tell me how it's gonna end Just give me peace, I'll comprehend and tell me how it's gonna end

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Culled from over 150 songs recorded from 2002-2012 in various bedrooms around MD, DC, and VA. All songs written and recorded by Jeremy Sigel except where noted. Album artwork by Bobby Mayhew.
* - Additional writing by John Mayhew
+ - Lead guitar performed by John Mayhew

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released February 14, 2012

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